song CRYING IN THE RAIN

CRYING IN THE RAIN

I'll never let you see

The way my broken heart is hurt in me

I got pride and I know how to hide

All my sorrow and pain

I'll do my cring in the rain

If I wait for stormy skies

You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes

You'll never know that I still love you so

Thought the heartaches remain

I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven

Could never take away my misery

But since we're not together

I pray for stormy wheather

To hide the tears I hope you'll never see

Some day when my crying's done

I'm gonna weare a smile and walk in the sun

I may be a fool

But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain

I'll do my cring in the rain

Self-esteem

You will never have good self-esteem if you have negative thoughts about yourself.

Self esteem is merely feeling good about yourself, and when you do so, you develop confidence. Confidence then builds self- esteem- each step feeds upon the other. Once you get the rhythm going, you can accomplish almost anything. Since selft-esteem is what you think about yourself, you have the freedom tothink anything you want. So why would you want to belittle yourself? you were the centre of the Universe. You weren't afraid to ask for what you wanted. You freely express your emotions. Your mother knew when you are angry: in fact, the entire neighbohood knew it. And when you were happy, you smile lip up the whole room. You were so full of love and confedence.

Littke babies will dieif they don't get love. Once qw're older, we learn to live without love, but no body will stand for that. Babies also love every inch of their bodies. They have no guilt, no shame, no comparisons. They know they're unique and wonderful.

You were like that. Then somewhere during your childhood, your well-meaning parents passed on their own insecure feelings and taught you feelings of inadequacy and fear. At that point, you began to deny your own magnificence. these thoughts and feelings were never true, and they certainly aren't true now. So I want to bring you back to the time when you realy knew how to love yourself by talking about mirror work.

Mirror work is simple and very powerful. It simply invol looking into a mirror when you say your affirmations. Mirror reflect our true feelings back to us. As children, we received most of our negative messages from adults, many of them looking us straight in the eye and perhaps even shaking a finger at us. Today, when most of us look into a mirror, we'll say something negative. We either criticize our looks, or berate ourselves for something else.

To look yourself in the eye and make a positive declaration is one of the quickest ways to get positive results with affimations. I ask people to look in their eyes and say something positive about themselves every time they pass a mirror.

If some thing unpleasant happens to you during the day, immediately go to the mirror and say: " I love you anyway. " Events come and go, but the love you have for yourself can be constant, and it's the most important quality you posses in life. If something wonderful happens, go to the mirror and say, " thank you" Acknowledge yourself for creating this wonderful experience.

First thing in the morning and last thing in the evening, I want to look into your eyes and say: " I love you, I really love you. And I accept you exactly as you are." It can be tough at first, but if you stick with it, in a short time this affirmation will be true for you. Won't that be fun.

You will find that as your self-love grows, so will your self-respect, and any changes tht you find your self needing to make will be easier to accomplish when you know that they are the right one for you. Love isnever outside yourself- it's always within you. As you're more loving, you will be more lovable.

So choose new thoughts to think about yourself, and choose new words to tell yourself how magnificent you are and that you deserve all the good that life has to offer.

empty? what should i do?

Sometimes i can't understand myself. I said to me "Hey, cheer up, nothing can make u be sad" but.........what's a bad feeling! What am i doing? what is every thing going on? I am confused, bored.....The more busy and noisy Bangkok is, the more empty and lonely i am. I walk on the crowded road, I have a feeling of being invisible. I miss my old life, my family, my home town which is such a calm and happy land. At least, it seem to has my existence there. Life is hard to control. How to adapt?

raindrops - myfavourite song ^^- perform by myself ^^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XQN4jtx21iw